Monday, May 02, 2005

I'm Tired

I really think the problem is that I'm getting more sleep than normal and my body doesn't understand what's going on. Of course, I was always tired when I wasn't getting enough sleep, too, so I could be wrong about the nature of my tiredness. It could just be depression. That makes you tired, doesn't it?
I want to be happy. I really do. I mean, who doesn't, ya know? It's just not working.
I had so much fun yesterday just sitting around talking to my roommates and watching really bad Lifetime movies. I didn't even REALLY mind when I went to work and my roommie called and told me that the stupid jackass campus safety guy was giving me a parking ticket (I had her go move my car and he still left the ticket there and followed her to my new parking spot. How retarded is that?) and it was SUNDAY and nobody ever tickets on Sunday, but whatever.
The light in the display case in the coffee shop is blinking. I can see it out of the corner of my eye and it's driving me crazy.
I'm about a third of the way through The Red Tent and it's really good. I suggest everyone read it. Of course, I pretty much like every book I've ever read (with the exception of Robinson Crusoe, but I never actually finished that one and I was reading it for a class and it's really long and kinda boring if you really just don't care about how he's planning on surviving the island. Maybe if I watched reality tv I would have liked it more. Whatever.) so a good review from me doesn't necessarily mean much.
I'm still tired.
I need to go to walmart and buy yarn so I can start a new project. I don't know what I'm going to do in my apartment all day today until I come back to work at nine. I work nine to midnight tonight. And tomorrow night, too actually. Hmmn. Never during the actual semester, but now that I'm done I'm okay with being out until midnight 'cuz I don't have to get up for a nine am class. Of course, we went to bed at like 1:30 this morning and I didn't wake up (completely) until about 9:30 so that's almost eight hours of sleep and WHY AM I SO TIRED?!?!
Anyway.
Maybe I'll go home and take a nap.
Right. Like that's gonna happen. I always plan to take naps, and then actual nap time comes around and I'm exhausted but either too tired to sleep or not tired to sleep or just crazy distracted from my sleepingness. And I get the feeling that if I do take a nap I'm going to be even more tired later tonight.
Maybe it's the peanut butter. I had a bagel with peanut butter for breakfast. Does peanut butter make one tired? Is that possible?
Now I'm just being crazy. I'm gonna shut up now.

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